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I SO WANNA SLAP MYSELF
Went to visit Bearbear at the hospital ytd with his parents... B4 we left, he asked for a kiss kiss but i din coz his mum & bro were looking... The moment i turned away from him, i saw his disappointed face... That face kept flashing in front of me... Along tt long long corridor, i wanted to run back to him but i din coz i din wan to make his parents wait... I SO SO SO regret not doing so coz now i feel SUPER bad... I know how much tt kiss kiss means to him at tis moment... I din even give him tt little encouragement... So selfish of me!!! =(
 12:26 AM
Didn't listen to lecture today again... When chatting with my friend, new worries arise:
1. What if my mum ask me to leave him?
2. What if he himself ask me to leave him?
I can't imagine if any of these happen. It's not easy for us to get back together & I dun want some stupid things to spoil everything for us...
10:40 PM
"I hold the world but as the world, a stage where every man must play a part, and mine a sad one." ---extracted from Merchant of Venice
My life's becoming more & more like a serial drama becoming more dramatic... I just wish for a more common, more peaceful life. Why do heaven play such a fool on us earthlings?
Please let everything be over soon... Maybe I should consider being a devoted buddhist from today onwards. Putting in my best & let God do the rest...
- Hoping for a miracle -
5:37 PM
Having worked at the tuition centre for 2 years plus, today was the 1st time i met such an irritating parent. She took up 2 hours of my time fussing over her child la!
2 HOURS!!!! Scared her son cannot tahan 3 hrs of lesson... Say he will headache la, cannot take it la.... WTF! Ur child made of cotton izzit?! Den when ppl were having lesson, she kept opening the door ask her son ok or not, pass him things & ask him sit dunno where........ Does she even know that she's disturbing the other kids?! I wonder how his son attend school sia... How is he going to go NS... How is he going to survive in the society in future... I really wanna know. Maybe can go befriend him & see how he "die"...
She can talk to me abt trust somemore wor... Said "I put my trust on ur centre so u should trust me oso"... She said tt to avoid paying the one month deposit tt the policy of our centre stated. Pls la, i dun even trust myself & i have to trust her?! Somemore she's not my friend or wat la... Can trust stranger? If can den last time so many ppl wouldn't have run away without paying their fee... Not happy den scram lor...
Although damn angry le but still muz smile at her & be polite to her... I HATE CUSTOMER SERVICE!!!!!!!
11:53 PM
 Dun even know whether this is out but it's damn nice... Love the big screen...
When will i have the money to buy??? =(
11:58 PM
Everything i do is wrong in HER eyes...
I told her i wanna quit work for a month or so to concentrate on my studies.
Consequence: I got a tongue lashing from HER.
I went to make new glasses.
Consequence: Got another scolding.
Nothing i do pleases HER. Haiz... *Sob sob*
11:59 PM
11:43 PM
This birthday...
- Fell sick
- Bear Bear still in hospital
- FA test
Wat an interesting way to spend the day... Haven't touch my FA notes.. Die die die!!! But feeling so sick to do so... Sianz... Somemore tmr morning still got work... ARGH!!!
11:28 PM
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