When one door of happiness closes,
another opens.
But often we look so long at the closed door
that we do not see the one
that has been opened for us.

--Helen Keller--


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Thursday, June 30, 2005

When You Believe

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

(Chorus)
There can be miracle
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracle
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I'm standing here
My hearts so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

(Chorus)

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

(Chorus)

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream
You are kind, popular, and generous.
You tend to be successful at anything you try.
A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.
What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Monday, June 27, 2005

Terrible...

Had a migraine tt kept me up dead in the night. So irritating... Plus, there's something tt i've been thinking about for the past few days.. I'm so troubled & confused... Guess i'm going back to depression mode soon... If only things could be solved tt easily...
When i finally fell asleep, i awoke abt 2 hours later with a really bad tummy ache or stomach cramp. It was 4+ in the morning... Ran to the toilet but nothing came out. Was so torturing... It was so painful tt i think i can faint. So painful tt i was perspiring all over... The pain lasted for abt half an hour or so... Couldn't sleep after tt & kept tossing & turning in bed.
Juz sent in a resume. It's the 1st time i write one & i dunno wat to write. It's damn short & simple. Hope the person reading it won't find it funny... Haha...

Sunday, June 26, 2005


Your Slanguage Profile

Southern Slang: 75%
British Slang: 50%
Aussie Slang: 25%
Canadian Slang: 25%
New England Slang: 25%
Victorian Slang: 25%
Prison Slang: 0%

Embarrassing moment...

Went to watch "Initial D" with Theresa & Huili on Fri at PS.. We went in earlier & were enjoying chatting while watching advertisements when a few ppl came & asked us whether we got the correct seats. We showed them our tickets & they went off.. Then came a couple who asked me whether i got the correct seat. I showed them my ticket & Theresa was asking the guy whether he came at the correct timing. We saw 2 tickets with the same timing & seat but different DATE! Mine was 25 June when we're watching it on 24th! So embarrassing man... So we went out to complain & were given a better seat tt has a better view.. Haha...
Saw a pri sch fren while walking ard after the movie. She was someone who "hated" me back then... Haha... Her clique & my clique juz can't seem to communicate.. Always end up in a quarrel & tears.. So childish.. Haha...

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Grrr...

My com is so screwed up... Dunno it's the work of my little sis or the com's going to crash soon... Haiz... Now i can't even go on MSN. Sianz...
Went out on Sat to watch the movie "Mr & Mrs Smith"... Quite a funny show... After which i bumped into a Sec sch fren, Yuhui, who was oso my Pri sch fren... While watching the movie, i had a funny feeling... Suddenly felt like having a shoulder to lean on.. Guess i still miss the feeling of having someone there to depend on... Anyway......
Almost 4 months of being jobless.. Gained 1.5 kg in the meantime. OH NO!!! Really time for me to stop gorging on food & start exercising &...
GET RID OF THOSE FATS!!!

Friday, June 17, 2005

Went out with my Primary sch frenz (Shi Hui & Jia yun) yesterday... It's been 4 years ++ since we last saw one another... Haha... Saw a Sec sch fren (Shi Yun) too but dunno whether she recognize me not... It was a coincidence tt Shi Hui & Shi Yun know each other... Saw another Pri sch fren in a shop but she doesn't recognize the 3 of us... Actually i couldn't recognize her too... Haha... Had a great time together, shopping & eating... =)
However, i've been feeling frustrated abt my com... The music program, iTunes, that i'm using is not functioning! Tried to download it again but only managed to find the latest version which my com doesn't support... Grrr...

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Finally...

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
SpongeBob SquarePants!
Absorbent and yellow and porous is he!
SpongeBob SquarePants!
If nautical nonsense be something you wish...
SpongeBob SquarePants!
Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish!
SpongeBob SquarePants!

Yeap! I've finally watched the movie... Haha... It was really funny except for my irritating sis laughing at the wrong moments... haha... =)

Monday, June 13, 2005

Hanging out...

Met up with Melvin & Kejen yesterday. We went town to play pool & after that, we went for dinner @ KFC... It's been abt 3 years since i last played pool... Haha.... After dinner, we went HMV to look for some CD that Kejen promised to buy for Sufi. I went to find VCDs but ended up buying nothing. We decided to go bowling after that but realized that the bowling alley had closed down. So we ended up going all the way to Marina Square to bowl... Played 2 games each & i lost both games. Has been abt a year since i last bowled... But today was the worst i played if i remembered correctly. & my thumb nail chipped when i was bowling... *sob sob* After bowling, we went to play arcade. Melvin was playing some fighting game & Kejen & i were playing some "spot the difference" game... Haha... Since the last time we played the game, we had been hooked on it... Had fun till abt 11pm & decided to go home. On the way to the MRT station, Melvin was on the phone so Kejen & i started entertaining one another. We took pictures of each other as well as the "durians" (esplanade) with our phones but they din turn up well... Partly coz the sky was dark & Kejen's dark too... Haha... Not trying to be racist here but it's the truth. *innocent smile* Met a drunkard on the way home.. He was walking from side to side & i tried to steer clear from his path... Was past midnight when i reached home... Was tired but can't seem to fall asleep.. In the end, i think i fell asleep at abt 4 in the morning while listening to some music... Woke up after noon time today but still feeling tired... Yawnz...

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Your IQ Is 95

Your Logical Intelligence is Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Average

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Met up with Yatting in town yesterday.. Wanted to have dinner at Swensen but there was a long queue out there so we ended up eating at NYDC instead... As it was already quite late, most of the shops were closed, so we ended up walking & chatting... We walked all the way from Orchard MRT to Dhoby Ghaut MRT & on the way there, we visited a VCD shop & i bought 2 VCDs... The seed of Chucky & Pooh's Heffalump movie... Finished watching both shows juz now... Heffalump was quite touching but Chucky was quite lame... Haha... Guess there's going to have another episode of it... There's still quite a few VCDs that i wanna buy... Especially the Spongebob movie... Maybe i'll pull my mum out tmr & ask her to buy... =)

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Went out to celebrate Sufi's b-dae yesterday... Spent many hours shopping & ended up with tired feet (at least for Sufi & me)... Although there is the Great S'pore Sale, we din buy much stuff except for some accessories... Had dinner at abt 8+ at Pizza hut. Ate a lot that night... After dinner, we were feeling quite high as if we've been drinking. Haha... So funny... Kept laughing & laughing... Den on the train there's this woman who started dancing. She was listening to her music which was on so loudly. She tapped her feet damn loudly too... Irritating... While walking home with Theresa, we were joking away.. Abt Sufi running after the bus, abt the "jue dui superstar" thing, abt the people riding bicycle on the passenger path.... Then we started laughing again like some crazy gals... Haha..
My legs are still ache-ing from ytd... Guess i'm too weak to be a shopoholic... Haha... Meeting up with a Sec sch fren & a Pri sch fren this coming week too... Hopefully i'll get to see them soon... it's been so many years since i last seen them le... =)
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