When one door of happiness closes,
another opens.
But often we look so long at the closed door
that we do not see the one
that has been opened for us.

--Helen Keller--


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Friday, December 31, 2004

2005...

2004 is ending in about 2 hours' time... Time to welcome 2005 le... Hereby, i wish everyone a Happy New Year!!!
2004 hasn't been a good year.. So many things happened... Such as Bird Flu, the Huang Na case & now the earthquake cum tsunami incident. Hope tmr onwards will be a good year! Good night everybody. See ya next year!

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Have You Ever --- Brandy

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever


I'm feeling weird... Maybe depressed... Thanx to my job...

Monday, December 20, 2004

My weekends...

...Saturday...
Went out to work in the morning... Got caught in a big traffic jam coz it was a Sat & ppl are all travelling to Malaysia. Was on the way to work & the bus passed by Woodlands Checkpoint ma... Anyway after work, i met up with Tong. Went to eat Mos Burger... Den i went to meet Melvin at AMK. We went to Thomson Plaza to look for Theresa & Ting Feng for lunch... Din spend a lot of time together coz TF had to rush off to work & Theresa had to work too... So i went with Melvin to Raffles Place for some "talk"... Miss those peeps so much... Din see them since the last paper which was on the 24th of Nov....

...Sunday...
Just yesterday, i met up with my pri sch frenz (those that i'm closer with)... We went to watch the movie "Phantom of the opera"... & Margaret had to remind us of our pri sch days when......... Haha... Those pri sch frenz of mine who have very good memory will know the story behind it... So pai seh... After the show, we walked all the way from Lido to HMV to have dinner at nydc... Took some photos here & there too... After dinner, we went to Far East Plaza that area to talk till abt 11 coz Orchard Road was closed from 6 to 11 (my friend ride a bike)... All of us have changed so much... Esp when we've known each other since we're 11 years old... Really miss them too... Been like 2 years since we last saw each other le...

...Today...
Went to work as usual... Found a new friend who can accompany me for lunch le... Haha... It's this guy who comes to work for my boss' network company as poly attachment... He's 1 year older than me only la... He's super tall. About 1.87m... Talk to him also have difficulty... Haha... I hate being alone. I'm afraid of loneliness esp having to eat alone... Lucky he was around today... He even taught me a faster route to reach home, which i tried after work today. Usu took abt 45mins to 1hr travelling time but i used only abt 30mins now! Except that i hafta walk more la...
Feeling super tired now. Going off to sleep le... Good night!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Sianz...

Today went for work as usual... Had a tummy ache half way thru & was sharing a toilet with my female boss as she was having a tummy ache too... Haha... We went for lunch together & after that, she had to go off somewhere else for lessons... So i ended up alone in the tuition centre... Felt so lonely but luckily for the FM radio that my boss bought after lunch, it accompanied me thru all the way to 7pm. Damn that stupid male boss of mine... I was supposed to finish work at 6.30pm but he came in late & I had to wait for him... Was so mad liao coz i wasn't feeling well the whole day.... Lucky he's automatic enough to give me a ride home... Then i din miss my favourite Channel U show...
Anyway, A3 (my Pre-U sem grp) went for an outing today. Din join them due to my job... I miss them so much! Haha... Karen called & sent her greetings... Then she passed the phone around... Cliff din forget to make fun of me again... The rest like Stanley, Hui Yun, Romita, Thung Han, Derek & dunno who said hi... Haha... Hope i'll get the chance to see them again soon as most of them would be having their 'A's next year...
This Sunday would be meeting up with my primary school frenz... A good friend of mine juz came back from Australia for holiday. Din see her for i think 1 year le... Really miss her too... Looking forward to Sunday! =)

Friday, December 10, 2004

MIssing...

Been missing for the past few days coz i've been feeling sick... I had a fever on Mon but it subsided so i went to work. Halfway thru my work, the fever came back. & by the time i went home, i was weak all over. Din even have the energy to walk as my legs were wobbling... Lucky my boss offered me a ride home.. Haha... When i reached home, my temperature reached 39.4! Wanted to see a doc but too weak to move so waited till the next day. Got an MC & din go to work... Wednesday went back to work feeling ok. But yesterday after work, my fever came back. Dunno wat's wrong with me...
Anyway, din have fun this Dec... Tot that when holidays come then can play le but i was wrong. Now everyone are busy with their work... So long never see my GF liao altho we live nearby... Remember our promise to go eat breakfast together one of the days huh... Ting Feng is missing in action... He should be slogging to earn money to cover his losses ba... Din see Melvin either.. Only talked to him on the phone like 2 days ago? Oh man... I miss my frenz!!!

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Work...

Have worked for 2 days le... So far so good... The bosses hav treated me quite nice.. Treated me seedless grapes on the 1st day of work... Haha... The problem is, i'm not really a people-oriented person. I can only talk to ppl ard my age & i muz be able to know them well b4 i can really talk to them... Had a phonecall from a parent ytd & i was really nervous (coz 1st day)... A parent came in to sign up for his child today & i was nervous too... Lucky the boss was ard & he guided me along... Sat in front of the com almost the whole day today doing spreadsheet for the boss for the cost of production... Then ytd was writing cheques to pay for telephone bills & other bills... Wah... It's really a huge sum of $... Tmr is my off day. YEAH! Haha... Should be going out with Tong if nothing crops up... It's been 2 weeks since we saw each other liao...
Haha... Ytd finally got to see Maia & Olinda again! I really like them a lot... Haha... & i'm not a lesbian... Jerry was also there. YUCKS! Haha.... Juz glad that Taufik won... =)
Had touch training these few days but i'm busy with work... So i had no chance to meet them to play touch... =( Said b4 that this holiday i muz exercise but so far i haven't even done any. Only walk all the way from my home to Woodlands Interchange to take bus to work... Haha... Ciao! Going to sleep le... Good night....