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Been so bored at home... so i decided to change the layout of my blog. It's mostly blue, one of my fav colour, & it depicts my feeling right now...
Anyway, it's been 31 days since i did not work le... My mum did not fail to ask me the same qn every day.. Which is "have u found a job yet?".. Anyway, i might go find one when i have the right mood...
Decided not to retake my a level le... Went to register at TP for an accounting course there... Multi-tasking is not my forte. If going poly & retaking a level at the same time (which my aunt & tong strongly encouraged), i might do badly for both... Now i juz hafta watch every step i take... Feel that i've wasted so much of my time in JC & ended up nowhere... Well.. That's life...
 12:40 PM
My heart feels so lonely... i'm still learning to let go...
9:21 PM
i dun wanna sms u all the time... scared that u'll feel irritated... juz wanna let u know my feeling... i miss u badly although it's been juz 2 days... i dun wanna wake up every morning crying... juz coz i dreamt of u... they're the sweetest dreams that i could have ever dreamt of... but they're only juz a dream... i hate myself for wat had happened... i really do... i'm sorry...
Skies are dark it's time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Ten to five at least we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I never found you
How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on
Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again
12:32 PM
Went out to jog at Woodlands stadium with Theresa ytd... Usually 6 rounds to me is chicken feet but my stamina has been getting really bad due to lack of exercise... So, after running 4 & half round & walking another half round, i really can't take it anymore.. Haha... After that, we juz sat ard chatting. Went to have lunch at CWP & walked ard... Oso went to her place & slacked & to get the notes that i want... So much stuff! Haiz... Even need her to help me carry the notes bak to my house... Thanks Theresa!
Now my body aches... Haha...
11:56 AM
These few days i have been feeling down, due to the A level result that was out on the 4th. Anyway, i planned to try for SIM, but my mum said the fee is too high for her to handle... So she told me to go poly instead. I find it ridiculous as i've already wasted 3 years in JC. So my final decision? I've decided to retake my A level... Juz to give myself a 2nd chance... But the big prob is, i've thrown away my Maths, Econs & Mrs Guna's GP notes..
So, to all those friends who have not thrown away these notes: Pls contact me asap... I really need those notes. Thank you...
& thanx to all those frenz who have been listening to me & giving me advice.. Esp Theresa, RambuTan (my lunch partner), Sylvia & dear Tong... & oso to a teacher, Ms Lim for giving me advice when i'm really lost.. Thank you!
For those pursuing their dreams in the U, good luck to all of you... =)
3:11 PM
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