When one door of happiness closes,
another opens.
But often we look so long at the closed door
that we do not see the one
that has been opened for us.

--Helen Keller--


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Saturday, December 27, 2008

A Christmas Full of Tears & Regrets

The tears
Not long after xmas came, my bro informed me tt my grandma is in hospital... Doc said she may not make it thru d day...
We rushed down to see her for d last time. It was oso d 1st time i see my father after dunno how many donkey years...
Standing beside the bed, i couldn't control my tears... My relatives were all telling my grandma tt i'm here. They were all telling me how very much my grandma misses me...

The regrets
My grandma misses me... I din visit her... God knows for how many years... Now i'm standing right beside her, but she can't even open her eyes... She can't see me...
There're tubes in her mouth, nose, hands.... Her hands are so boney, no flesh, only skin.... Her mouth & eyes twitched but she neither can see nor talk. There were tears in her eyes...

Not long after my bro & me went home, she passed on...